Three weeks ago, my boyfriend of seven years decided he needed "time". I gave myself time to cry and beg him to come back. And then one day I realized something....I don't want him back. He doesn't deserve me and can take his "time". Too bad for John, when he comes back (which he is already attempting to do) I'm not giving in. The moment that I decided I was better off, this huge weight was lifted off my shoulders! My life may not be crazy exciting, but I have MY life back.
I've started to see an ex-boyfriend from high school who I dated 9 years ago. And I am honestly so happy right now. I'm not saying that I will be with him forever or if it's even going anywhere (even though I hope it does go somewhere). But he came into my life at the perfect time. I stayed with John so long because I honestly believed I had no other options. And when he dumped me, I swore I was going to be alone forever. Then God sent Chris back into my life.
So my question is: Is it too soon to be this happy?
I already know the answer: No. I was unhappy for so long and not treated the way I should of been that I deserve this!
I had a huge comment typed out but then my computer crashed! UGHH.
ReplyDeleteYou deserve to be happy and if Chris makes you happy then you should be with him. You don't have anything to lose. I have decided that I approve.
And if it doesn't work out then no harm, no foul because he got you through a tough time.
If you're worried about others judging you, then don't. No one NEEDS to know. And if others do judge you then screw them. The people that truly love you aren't going to judge you. You know your family and your friends that know are happy for you.
But I will send you an email of questions/requirements that Chris must answer/fulfill before y'all are allowed to date. No if's, and's or but's MISSY.